I will format it later ok... so chill and read it from the horse's mouth till then.
Kahte hain zindagi mein badlaaw laane ke liye..ek incident..ek insaan..ek lamha hi kaafi hota...
aur sach kahoon..yeh sach hi hai..maine khud mahssos kiya hai
zindagi ke har modh pe mujhe koi naa koi ek achcha dost mila...jissne meri life mein khushiyaan,badlaaw laakar meri zindagi ko nayee direction di...
tum bhi unn mein se ho...bass unse ek kadam aage ho... tumne jo kuch diya woh without ne intentions aur purposely nahi diya...tum dete gaye aur main leti gayee.. jo bhi diya ussne meri life ko ek nayee direction di..ek new structure diya.. yeh baat shayad 2-3 log hi jaante hain..ki aaj main jaisi bhi hoon..achchi yaa buri...sabb ek insaan ki wajah se hoon..aur woh ho tum...
tum meri life mein uss time pe aaye..jab main akeli thi..friendship ke maayne bhool chuki thi... yaa kahoon friendship kahte kisko hain ..iss pe shak hone laga tha..parr tumhaare aane ke baad jaise kuch mil gayaa mujhe...kah nahi sakti kya mila..parr kuch mila
shayad hansi mazaak se baatein start hui..hum log mazaak mein ek doosre se itni baatein kah gaye..pata hi nahi chala...
phir ek din aayaa...jab life mein..pehli baar kisi ne mujhe "Beautiful" bola... sach kahoon maine aaj tak yeh shabd apne liye suna hi nahi tha..main nahi jaanti tumne mujhe yeh kyun bola..parr jo bhi bola..usse mann mein ek khayal aayaa..ki koi hai shayad jisne mujh mein kuch aisa dekha...tumhare uss ek word ne jaise mujhe sochne pe majboor kar diya...ki I look good and can look even better..I started keeping my hair open..putting small bindi..doing little bit of makeup..wearing bangles... :">
phir ek din tumne mujhe mazaak mein "Moti" bola aur yeh bhi bla ki sab theek hai bas patli ho jaoon toh achchi lagoongi..u suggested me to join VLCC..n dont know how it happened..I always had this thing in mind but was not able to join..parr tumhare iss concern aur Dhwani ke saath ke kaaran..I joined...and the result was so good..ki aaj main apne aapko dekh ke sharma jaati hoon...
Sach kahoon..mujhe sharmana bilkul nahi aataa tha...parr tumse baat karte karte..main woh bhi seekh gaye...now I can blush like anything...
pyaar mein gussa karna bhi seekhaya hai tumne
Tumne dosti ko ek nayaa naam diya...jo tumne mere liye kiya shayad koi bhi naa kar payaa...tumne woh kar dikhaya jo mere parents peechle 22 saal mein naa kar sake...
tumse baat karte karte..main ladkon se baatein karna seekh gayee...mera confidence badh gayaa...
mujhe tumhare moonh se ladkiyon ki taarif sunke jealous karna bhi pasand h...
Whenever I needed u..u were always there for me..U made me feel special like............
Aaj log mujhe compliment dete hain..meri abb wali looks ko dekh ke....parr tumne mujhe compliment diya tha tabb..1 saal pehle...kaise bhool sakti hoon main
yeh dil kisi ke liye nai dhadka tha..parr tumhare liye dhadka..
tumhara mujhe yaad karna...ek miss dena...mujhe pehle se hi ehsaas ho jaataa tha...
even when u gave me miss on saturday..I was thinking of u..n I got it from u..shayad dil ka ek aisa rishta hai...jiska koi naam nahi h....parr ek hai..jo main chahati hoon zindagi bhar kya..janmo tak banaa rahe..
hum log apni life mein khush rahe...ek doosre ke sukh dukh mein ek saath rahein...bass aur kya chahiye...
distances hain..bahut lamba hai... parr dil ke jiss kone mein tumhari jagah woh bahut paas hai,,,
I have always seen different characters in u...sometimes caring,helping as friend n brother....flirting like BF, apna hak dikhana like some1 very close, loving as
*****....don't take me wrong parr sachchi... these r FEW of the reasons that I never wanted to loose u...or let u go away from me...
oneday, somebody asked me ki ismein hai kya...mere paas jawaab nahi tha...parr I said ki issmein aisa kya nahi h...
Tum shayad jaante ho..yeh sabb baatein ek ladki ke liye bahut important hoti hain..infact har kisi ke liye..chahe ladka ho yaa ladki...
one more thing, main poems likhna bhi seekh gayee...gandi hi sahi..parr likhna seekh gayee...I love writting my feelings and like sharing with u...
tum ek bahut achche insaan ho...even tumahra mujhe hurt karna bhi mujhe bahut kuch de gayaa.. u know last 2 weeks when we didnt hv talk..I got so frustrated n sad..bass kuch galat step lene ki kasar baaki rah gayee thi..sachchi..main iss baar ghar bhi gayee thi yeh soch ke..either I will hv fight with my parents n I will end everything at once..or I will do something wrong..parr shayad tumse itna gussa thi...GOD se itna gussa thi ki unhone mera gussa shaant kiya..meri life kisi ko laake... I knew why u did everything n all..but still I was angry..apni kismat pe shak tha...uss din jabb Muneet se mili..toh I was finding some reason to say no...but usse baat karne ke baad..I couldn't find a single reason to say no to him...n when finally thy said yes..I was not happy..I cried like my dream is shattered..I dont know..I cried..then my cousin took my hand in his hand..n told ki didi sab theek hoga..this is ur destiny n u hv to be happy...I always wanted this thing for u..then I realised that may be aane wale life mein I will get more happiness.. parr tumse door jaane ka dukh tha mujhe.. parr abb nahi h..kal tumse baat karke jaise mera dil halka ho gaya..now I want to cry n cry in happiness..and my happiness will be doubled if i'll always c u smiling n happy..
Hope hum hamesha dost rahenge..aise dost jiski dosti ki log misaal denge...ha ha..yeh jayada ho gayaa...parr sachchi... abhi bhi kuch baatein hain jo rah gayee..will write some other day...
In short U R SPECIAL FOR ME... N I OWE MY NEW LIFE TO U....
pata nahi kyalikha h..kyun likha h..parr jo likha h ..direct dil se likha h...
Yours
Stupid (first time kisi ne mujhe koi naam diya h n I love this :">)
